I,Man Xi...
Finally give up..
Give up on her...
I think I'll just throw away all my hope to her away..

All my hopes on her broke.
Today she came to school early...
She saw me and she just look at me.
I tried to find some topic ...
But I couldn't...
After that..she changed her sight to another of her friend...

I tried to talk to her...
But I never have a chance....
Although I sat beside her...
But she never bother me...

I wished she could talk to me..
But she never try to do that..
Perhaps, she never tried.

Not disappointed...Not hurt...
Because..It's fine to me...
But she never bother my presence!

Fine..
She never turn her sight to me...
She never try to talk to me...

Oh God... Where's the humans?
It's no use having a friend who just looking at each other veryday.
That's not the way of communication in the world.

It's no use having a friend looking at each other every day.
A friend should...
Share problems together...Jokes together.... Laugh together...Cry together...
That's a friend I wished to own.

Is it my wrong or her wrong?
I think... It's her wrong and my wrong...
My wrong is because I'm too shy to speak.
I'm too scared to talk with her...
No..I think I'm not scared.

Everytime I wait her... She'll never appear.
Everytime I appear in front of her... It looks like I never appear in front of her...

I'm not Batman nor Batwoman.
I'm baDman. No... I'm catwomanl.

My wish everyday...broke worse and worse...day by day...

The last time her and the now her is totally different. DIFFERENT.
We always talked to together last time...
But now... It seems like we do not know each other at all...

It's painful. Ouch!
It's painful...
I wished I could cry so everything will be flying away..
But... I couldn't drop my tears.
I have to be stable. Sob* Man Xi... Keep your tears. try to smile =)

The whole day of today.. She never bother me...
But I think it's better...
Cause I knew that.. If she come find me also.. She'll just come and look at me...
It will just make me more upset.

Long time ago...We used to talk together happily..
But now... It's complicated.

Stop Man Xi.
Shut up. SHUT UP.
I say Shut Up!

Should continue thinking?
Everyday... In the school...In the class .... in the toilet... In the room...
I think think think...

I tried to read...I go to work...
I'm laughing with my friends....
but I can't stop..
to keep myself from thinking...
Oh..O....

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Today... I went for my house practice.
It was fun...
Cause teacher was choosing the students for coming GAMES COMPETITION.
Volleyball,Chess,Hockey... and .....Badminton.

Hey! Let's guess.. Which one I participated.
Haha... You are wrong!
I'm not participating badminton...

I'm in VOLLEYBALL!
I love volleyball... Hehe...
The reason why I'm in volleyball is beacause...

1. So many people joining badminton..sO....emm.emmm...
2. I want to show my brother My medal! He always berlagak in front me..Now..It's my turn!
I'm sure that my team can get!

Muahaha.... The seniors said I got petential in volleyballl...Muahaha...
Because... I could service the ball high high and far far until the enemy can't get to 'slap' the ball!
I volley the ball straight straight and kuat kuat until the enemy could not get to 'slap' the ball!

Sure win oh! Support!

Oh yeah.. MURIEL's competition is coming soon...
Come support oh... REMEMBER!

MURIEL!
S-U-P-E-R. That's what we are! Yeah!

[P][I][C][T][U][R][E][S][!]


Ignore the Hong Kong leg.
Baby..You looks cool...
Anything?! You can drink anything!

When you look at me, I'll look away.
I'm hiding my sadness...
Blueks. I don't wanna look at you.

5 July 2008
Today,I went to MBS's family day.
I reached there by 9 and I waited for my buddies.
They reached around 9.30-10.30 a.m.
So, You guys knew that I waited like So po right...

We walked around and it was boring.
The conclusion of the family day: BORING.
So..We decided to go to the Haunted House.
We waited for 40 minutes. Duhh..
This is because when we reached there.. they were resting.
Then..when they opened back..
One big gang INDIAN GUYS went into the haunted house...
I saw they came out so fast. Not even 10 seconds.
Then..I heard that they broke the light bulb purposely.
So...the haunted house had to be closed for a moment again...
Wait wait wait... Half hour later...
At last! We can play..
The conclusion: GILA BORING.

It was not scary at all!
There was nothing scary and nothing scared you.
I can't see any ghost.
I can't feel any scary.
I didn't scare at all.
I didn't cry at all.
I didn't laugh at all. > Because... They bluffed my money!
RM 5 per entry. T______T
My hard pocket money.

By 12.30 p.m we went to the Petaling Street to bring up 3 friends from Kasturi Tuition Centre.
We went into the Popular Bookstore before we went up to MBS.
And then... We went to Mcdonald's near MYDIN.
I ordered Large fries and medium coke.
Yam...yam..yam... Then.. Walked back to MBS.

Reached MBS and we had nothing to do.
So.. We decided to go back home.
I'm not going back home. Instead,I went to Times Square.
Because.. My brother called me to go to Times Square to wait him.
I did.
I stayed in the Borders Bookstore and read read read.
Snapped some pictures.
By 4 p.m.. My brother called me to wait him under the brown bridge.
And he rode his motorcycle and brought me home.

Night.. I went to my aunt's house for a mini birthday party for my cousin and my sister.
Ate..ate...ate...
My siblings and parents went back home and I stayed overnight in my aunt's house.


6 July 2008
Woke up at 9.30 p.m and went out for breakfast.
Ate Fishball mee.
Afternoon... I watched the Forensic Heroes II til evening.
6 episodes and I went for evening sleep.
Night.. Went out to Puchong and had Bak Kut Teh.
Later.. We went to Tesco Puchong and shopping!
By 10 p.m.. My uncle fetched me home. Now I'm at home.
XD

My sis's brithday cake! Ice cream cake!

The Mcdonalds we went.
The book I read when I was in the Times Square.
Anything?!
The cake for my sister and my cousin.

Look! My cousin ate the cake until.....
The son of my aunt's friend.
TESCO!
The Ah Qua cashier picture I took when paying in the counter.

Hoorayy...
I'm going to MBS tomorrow....
Family Day oo...
To the yong sui people...PLEASE! I don't know wanna see your face!
Yay... Going to MBS play haunted house and loiter at the Petaling Street...
Maybe going to Times Sqaure too!
Yayyyyy....

There was one people hurt-ed me today...
If I got fed up... I will never forgive you!
I was so angry today..
And I was non-stop writing names on the kesalahan murid paper...
First time, I wrote so many names...


I AM DAMN ANGRY ON YOU!
I don't think what you said is real...
You never proof it...
What's a big deal about your 2nd place?
You never proof the real to me...
Please...proof it...
You said friendship is important to you..


But its more IMPORTANT to me!
Can you treat me better?
Its no meaning that a friend does not care you and does not talk to you!

Lol..
Today's Moral class was so so so soooooo funny.
Teacher called us to act out a story following the text book.
My group was the first group who act it and I was the main character...0.o
I couldn't stop laughing!
I was acting crazily.... Everyone in the class can't stop laughing too...
Because I act thing kinda funny. XD
Hopefully..My group can win!

Went to Mid Valley just now..
My mother got her first/new RealRewards card just now.
Back home..
I gave her a Taekwando letter to sign. I chose tidak membenarkan as I know that my mother won't let.

When she saw the letter..
She asked me 'You learn Taekwando arh!? '
I said.. 'No ....'
Mom: Then..whats this?
Me: Taekwando la... Look! I circled tidak membenarkan!
Mom: Ohh.. You want to learn arh?
Me: Erm.... A bit la...
Mom: You want to learn meh? Aiyo..Your size arh...How much is the fees?
Me: RM 20
Mom: How much is the uniform?
Me: RM 60
Mom: You want to learn arh?
Me: Errm...... (Mommy looking at the letter)
Me: Aiyakk...Don't want la..

Actually I want de...But I scare my mommy will out of money...
And when I think about my tuition which I sometimes take on Monday or Tuesday...
Then... I cancelled my wish.. So sad.. T_____T

By the way.. Mommy.. I love you. Muacksss

Sweetz 22th

It's my sister's birthday in Lunar calendar today.
She chose to celebrate it today.
So...She brought an Ice cream cake on her own this afternoon...
And just now.. 11.30 p.m we celebrated it.
Before 12 ma.....

Well...Happy birthday sis..
Hope you fei fei bak bak !!
Present coming soon...

Penutupan Minggu Anti Dadah,Rokok dan Denggi telah pun dijalankan pada hari ini. =)

I got 2 prizes lehh...
First is for the pOWERPOINT thingy...
Second prize is for the Slogan i made...

At first I do not that..I'm getting cash..
But when i went into the staff room..I saw many students around Pn.Rusnani...
And i asked one of my fren..
And she said..she is claiming for money..
I was like huh?!
MONEY????????? $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
CASHHHHHHHH....

I quickly rushed to the classroom and I took the envelope given in the giving prizes ceremony..
The Powerpoint ..I got RM 40.. But I have to divide it to 3 persons because we are in group.
The slogann...I got RM15...
So.. I got RM 13.50 from the powerpoint.. XD

My friend got RM30 for her poster!
OMG.. She's gonna be rich!

Went back home and I paid RM30 to ma brother to buy the coupons for this coming Saturday...
I'm going to a family day... Hold in Methodist Boys School.
Who is going?!