Okie,
I changed my blog skin.
How is it?

I changed it because my old one..was terrible.

I think the new one is quite not bad.

What do you think?
AcTUALLY,
S udah lama I mau change the skin..
But can't find a beautiful one. =(
But.. At last!
I can find a not bad one! =)

30th September 2008

Holiday began...
Hell began...

SAD!
After the holiday will be the final exam of the school of mine.
Hah!
So sad...

So...during the holiday..
I have to study very very very hard....
But..I don't know whats going on with me..
I have no mood to study much...
Just feel like... No feelings on the coming exam...
But... I did scare of the exam..

I am really scare that I will not manage to get top 5 in the class and top 10 in the whole form.
Sweat...
My history,geography, science... really a hell for me.
I hate science!
Haiz...

But I am aiming that I will get every subjects either A or B.
Wish me luck!
Pray hard...
Close your eyes...
Think of me..
PRAY!

And to all the PMR candidates..
Study smart...
aND GET STraight As!
Lucky kiss! Muacks!

26th September 2008

Cheer practice today was fun..
Did jumps,training stamina...cheer and pryamids.
Everything went OK...
But pyramid!
I do love doing pyramids... but ..
Yesterday..
I got comments from the seniors about my pyramid...
I, as the base..
She said that my hand got problem..
I don't understand.
Even now, I still don't get it.
wHat's wrong with my movement?

And please, to the same-age-stubborn-doggy,
Do not judge on me.
You were being mean to me!
And it did hurt me.
Stop laughing you bitch!

Yesterday, kinda happy..
I can feel the changes in her.
She had changed...
I felt happy to see the new her.
WAHAHA...

24th September 2008

My comp ROSAK liao!
Damn.. Hate it!
I'm now using my sister's laptop...
And I felt not really comfortable using it.

Haiz..Have to take out money from my piggy bank again..
But I have no enough money to repair my computer...
Haiz...Poor poor poor...

Sometimes,
I do feel stressful and sad.
But, in the reality world,
I acted calm.

Sometimes,
I really wanna take a pillow,close on my face and shout out loud.
Besides, hugging a pillow not bad too.




By the way,
I felt really fun today.
Manda changed.
She became happier than usual
She talked to me.

And well, Sze Yien and I did some 'silly' things.
But we really felt very relax after that.
But somehow,
I felt a bit 'lan guo'

Yeah, you are irritating.
That's why I did this.
wOo...Hoo...

I will forget her from now on!
^^

That's the balasan you get for doing this to me!
Do you still remember what you promised me last week?
And today, what happened?
You didn't sms me at all!
By the way, better don't sms me la...
Cause..if you sms me also..
I wont reply you!

Because from now on,
I will try to forget you...
And wash up my mind.
Felt so fresh now!

LOL,
Doing DARLIE's advertisement.
FRESH. XD
XP
=)
^^

Uhh...to the MURIEL CHEERLEADER...
Can you tell me who are you?
I think I know your name wan de...
Just tell your name....
Cause I want to know the real person...
Dun tao tao mo mo. LOL

Erm...
Just went back from the Night Market in Taman Midah.
Guess what?
I saw 8 PESSians at there leh!
First time ever!
I had never met anyone which I know, there.
And break records!
8 in a day!
Sing Mei
?
?
Hoe Yee
Cheng Yee
Lee Wei
Stephanie Wong
Sook Moon



WAKAKA.....
I'm so excited today....

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

My hand and my toe injured!!
Because of the art thing...
I was carving the wood..
And suddenly the knife kena my hand.
But nasib baik la..not that serious...
then...
Suddenly the knife kena cucuk again at my toe.
This time really horrible.
Keep bleeding..keep keep bleeding...[leona lewis]
And the injured part was really terrible.

__________________________________________

Today is the last girl guide meeting...
And the form 5 senior....
Bye bye...

We had one day camp...
Cooking foods...
There was little people come only...
SO..only 2 groups...
One did BARBEQUE.
One did fried rice and spaghetti. [im in this group]
But..by the way..
I can tell that the group I'm in was really a failure.
Cause we took 1 hours ++ to start cooking...
BECAUSE OF THE FIRE LO.
CAN'T BUILD UP.
People edi eating..but we still sitting and waiting...........
KAKA...
But memories never last...
We got a lot of sweetz memories there....
>.<>

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

Went to Thean Hou temple too.

I think this is my really really first time going inside the temple.

I think..once ago..

I went there before..

but I didn't go in.

Wow...it was beautiful.

Although it is very very very very superb near to my house...

But...haha.

gtg.

19th September 2008

18th September 2008
Installed Audition!
Woo...
Still havent play it..
Cause I am currently still downloading the PATCH.
Don't know how's the feel.
Because this is my very first time playing this game.
I only know that it's a game where we dance. LOL. =.=

19th September 2008
Had cheer practice.
Training stamina was really really tiring and terrible.
But I know that training stamina is good....
By the way, we had a 'jesus' talk by the director!
Oh my God.
She told us that we have to have spirits!
Where is your confidence?!
Do you know what's spirit?
Uhh, it was half an hour long.
But it wasn't that boring la.
She even told us about the competition next year.
At last, I feel the feel of being the cheerleader.
It would be fun.
At the end of the talk, all of us shouted together.
Spirit up, spirit up, spirit spirit up up up!!!
Most terrible, we'll have an audition soon.
Please take note, I'm still a probationer.
Uhh... I'm so scared!
Cause today I did some mistakes in jumps...
And the senior took me out from the others and taught me how to make it..
I'm really worried that I can't continue to be a cheerleader.
Sighs~~
What should I do?
All I can do is GAMBATE.

To Manda,
Don't be sad anymore...Smile =)
Do you know what is SMILE?
I say SMILE. I don't care what are you doing..
I just want you to smile.
Just give up on her...
You should know what kind of person she is.
ANything more.. you can find me. MAN XI.
I give you 24 hours service. XD

12th September 2008
Stayed back in school til late night.
Celebrated Mooncake Festival.
It was fun.
Organized by me
We played water balloons...
We joked, laughed, shouted, screamed, ate and played!
Lighted up candles around the school are beautiful!
Played with lanterns too...

Oh ya! the 4 kittens are back!
Did you know what about it?


13th September 2008
Went to girl guide meeting.
It was the most boring meeting in the year.
Nothing much to do.
Celebrated mid autumn festival at night.
Yeah, we celebrated it earlier.
Haiz... I'm old now.
Thinking the past memories make me jealous....
LOL

My house was full of light.
Full of screaming too!
Because all my cousins were shouting like hell.


14th September 2008
Went to mid valley.
My mother wanted to buy the things required for house works.
the end.

15th September 2008
Changed my phone number!
This new number.. I hate it.
Cause it is hard to remember.

16th September 2008
Went to Night market at Sri Petaling.

17th September 2008
Caught a bad flu and i had red eye.
T.T
Too bad...
What a BAD DAY!
Manda's 'take care' made me touched!


18th September 2008
Happy birthday to my class teacher!
Mauckzzz... Love ya!
Went to Bangi to fetch my sister and went to eat pan mee.
Then to my aunt's house.
Just to give some things to my aunt.
the end.

14th September 2008

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!

10th September 2008

OK,
I know all of you are wondering why I'm not in school today.
I'm playing truant.
Believe?
Belongs to you whether you want to believe or not.
LOL.

OK,
I went to the hospital today for a medical check up on my skin.
I'm going to die. X_X

I went to the hospital at 9.45 a.m.
I got the number 24 in room F.
WT..! It was just number 6.
So.. I have to wait for 18 turns.

I was scared that I might be late to school or I can't come to school.
Time passed so fast and it was already 11.30 a.m. The number now is 12. Slow huh?

I thought I could postphone my medical check up..
This is because I love school. I want to come to school.

I rushed into the room and asked the nurse.
Then I asked whether can I postphone? Change to another date. I scare I might be late to school.
Too bad, she said cannot.
Then, I asked whether can check me first or not.
No again.
She said that, there was a student like me too.
If she let me to check first.. then she will get scolded by the student's parents.
Bla.. Too bad.

So.. I have to wait and wait.
Guess what?
Sharp 12.30 p.m..
It was my turn.
I was really angry !

Why not 12 o clock?
Why must it be 12.30 p.m which is my school starting time?
Really wanna complain the hospital.ISH.

Then..check check check.
Then... The doctor checked already..she call me to wait for a specialist to check on me.
Then, I wait again in the room.
I like the doctor.
She's so good to me.
She talked softly to me.
LOL.

Then, the specialist came and checked on me.
She said many things to the doctor and she asked me some questions.
I answered her laaaaa.

After that, I got a list of medicines and went to the pharmacy.
Took the medicines and it was already 1.00 p.m.
T.T
I want to go to school!!!

But, if i go to school, I will get demerits.
Sigh~~
So.. I decided not to go to school.
Haiz, my full attendance certificate is gone~~~

I got a MC letter from the doctor.
And went back home..
I am so boring now..
Dunno what to do...
I'm thinking what are you guys doing...

I miss the school....
Today, I found out that, if the world without school,
Maybe ... I am dead.
Die because of being bored.

Haiz, Cannot do ukiran kayu....
Don't know what are the school works for today,
Don't know what is the formulas... [maths]
History... Can't understand if I left one lesson....
Bahasa Melayu, sure got many notes de la..
English, sure got things to do...
Science... Argh... You know...

I'm supposed to collect all the consent forms for this Friday from the prefects..
But..now...

Happi3 Birthd@y to FELICIA LOW!!!

Muackss... Happy birthday...
May all your dreams come true yarhxx...

Emm...
Exam is very very very near now...
And its almost the end of my afternoon session year..
T.T...
I felt so heavy to leave my sweetz memories in form 2...

I have to study very very very very hard starting from now. Yes,
My aim is to get top 10 in whole form.

Today ...
Smith brought me home.
After that... He brought me out for dinner at Wai Sik Kai.
And.. I bought a lantern for this Friday.
Yeah, this Friday we're having a lantern festival celebration in the school... Can't wait!

Ok, here's the important thing for today.
I found a book in the counseling room named The GOLD book 2005.
Inside contains a lot a lot a lot of weird and strange graphics/pictures.
So cool...






And then.. this is the picture i drew on last Monday. boring... sO i drew it.

COPYRIGHT RESERVED!

7th September 2008

Haiz..
Why is it everyone are being disturbed by friends?
Ohh.. Vanessa, Manda, Smith.. bla bla..
You are all too pity just like me.

I mean, we have the same problems ? Friendships problems?
Yep, yep, yep.
By the way, I believe one day, they will understand our feelings.

Yeah, try to tell her/him what do you want.
You must tell out.
After all, you will feel better.
Agree?

Stop the bullshit things that I don't like k?
Sometimes, I really want to punch and smack you!
See you face, punch! See your face, smack!
This is not WWE.
This is MWE. Manxi Wrestling Entertainment. LOL...I don't know what I'm saying.

Friends are needed to share.
Friends are needed to joke.
Friends are needed to whatever things...

EVERYBODY ADD OIL !
One day, they'll will come back to us.
I believe....No.. I don't believe.. No.. I... ARGH!
I don't know.

Depends to the God.
Everything are in God's hand.
Whether this or that is happening, just don't take that too stress.
Because this is God's creation.
Everything are in God's hand. Sudah ditakdirkan akan berlaku macam ini.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Ohh, I am in love with Backstreet Boys' song named I Want It That Way.
I know its really really outdated.
But, I understand this song a lot. Suitable for me. =)

Yeah-eh-heah

You are my fire
The one desire
Believe when I say
I want it that way

But we are two worlds apart
Can't reach to your heart
When you say
That I want it that way

[ Chorus: ]
Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a mistake
Tell me why
I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way

Am I your fire
Your one desire
Yes I know it's too late
But I want it that way

[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/dG ]
[ Chorus ]

Now I can see that
we're falling apart
From the way that it
used to be, yeah
No matter the distance
I want you to know
That deep down
inside of me...

You are my fire
The one desire
You are
You are, you are, you are

Don't wanna hear you say
Ain't nothin' but a heartache
Ain't nothin' but a mistake
(Don't wanna hear you say)
I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way

Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothin but a mistake
Tell me why
I never wanna hear you say
(Don't wanna hear you say it)
I want it that way
I want it that way

I finally found out that myself will do something when I'm in trouble.
I'll take out a paper and draw and write the things I wanted to say beautifully.
I'll take out my lyrics book and sing sing sing heartly.

Ohh, I love myself.
Sometimes, I feel that myself is a great creation of God.
I feel that myself are greater than the others.
I'm not negative.
I'm not those peoples who loves to do things that are not right.
I'm active and sportive?
I'm OK in academics?
........................................ ......................... .............................

Erm, final exam is around the corner!
I will to seldom online..
I have to study very much leh...
I have to remain my position as the top 10 in the whole form arh..........
This is my aim!

Yes, I will grant my aim!
See ya, tata.

6th September 2008

Friendship are really hard to find...
Friendships are important to me as I treat it as a gold.
Some friendships might be fake.
Some friendships might be true.

I really don't know whether she still remember me?
Am I still in her heart?
I wanna know.
Should I give my blog link to her?
So that, she can read everything in my heart?
Somebody help me.

I really can't believe that she did those disgusting things.
Do I still need to treat her as my friend?
I really treat her as my Number 1 friend.
I can trust her.
But sometimes.. we do not know what would happens..

The truth is.. She doesn't treat me like last time..
I do hope that she'll remember the popcorn and susu we used to say always.

I really don't know what should I do...
Sometimes...No.. Every time.
Every time.. I really hope that she'll come and ask 'what happened?'
And care for my feelings...

But in my heart.. She's a good friend to me..
The best friend I ever had.
But now.. I don't know.
God please help me...
I believe the truth... I believe in God. em.. I'm Buddha la..

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Today got school arh!
So boring..
But luckily.. It was a funny day..
The gang in my class was talking non-sense...
Wakaka..
We were talking about the lesbian case..
I started it first..

I really do not understand why this world has the case of lesbian and gay.
I asked 'Why?'
And my friends gave me some logical answers.

Alright.. Then..
We were talking about cookies then..
Chui Yee and Shun-Zi kept staring at my YUMMY COOKIES!!!!
Li Yan gave me that cookies..
It was really yummy and delicious..
Nah.. I brought it back home..
You want?
Nehninenibubu... Bluekx!

5th September 2008

Today arh..
My mood was not that good in the school...
I saw her...
She chased me..But I was not bothering her...

Then... I saw her again..
This time.. I really felt that she doesn't bother me anymore.
She doesn't treat me as good as last time edi..
I felt so so so so disappointed...

My heart was really hurt...
Yesterday and today... We were not talking much to each other...
I was like avoiding her...
And she was not bothering me...

The more I see her face..
The more I want to 'cucuk' her!
After I went back to class...
I took out a paper and started to draw a lot of things..
I was expressing my feelings..
My seatmate thought that I was playing..
But I was serious..
After finish drawing..
I felt so so happy..

Plus, the last period today..
My friends and I were joking a lot and doing silly thing..
I have a span..
And we were playing with it..by putting it in our pocket and it looked like a big breast.LOL
We purposely walked to H to show her..
Cause there was actually a rumor saying that she is using span in her ____...
But.. Haiz.. that H didn't saw what we did.
Haiz..
By the way, the main gang of Kenangiaz had always cheer me up.
Feel so glad to have this kind of friends!
Love you guys.


Oh.. I rang the bell today!!!
So fun...

4th September 2008

Whats going on with me?
The whole day of today..
I can't focus on today's lessons..

Was it I'm worry of her?
No..
I'm angry of her.
Yes, I am angry of her.
I very em song her now.

I saw her, and I felt like avoiding her.
And... I care her.
I treat her as my true friend.

One of the friend that I can trust.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Oh.. I saw Stephanie arh!
First time she came so near me...
Arhh..
She's so pretty!

Oh man..
Everybody admires her a lot...
By the way, I no feel on her la...
Don't misunderstand.
LOL.

Oh ya,
Today as I came back from school,
I saw a big box outside my house.
And I opened it.
Wow! 4 little cutie kittens inside!!
Grey,white, white and orange.

I like the grey in colour kitten the most. =)
So cute..
But.. My mother decided to put it back to it's own place..
My mum said that she is scared that the kittens will die of hunger.
Because..my mum was trying to feed it..
But the kittens do not open it's mouth..
So..We went to my aun't condo and return it to it's mother..
Ohh..A mother's love.

Berat hait nak tinggalkan. T____T

3th September 2008

Got our club's.. prefect's or whatever photo..
All the humans in the school were so excited.. Kaka...
Even me also the same...XD

T.T...
I've got 9 photos to buy...
Ain't that crazy?!!
9 photos, 1.50 per piece.. 14.50 !! $$

By the way, our class got 3 photos.. So special..
1 stand pose, 2 free pose.
Its actually because the free pose.. One of it..we havent ready the cameraman already snapped.
So..we shouted/scolded and he took another one..
Kaka..

The prefects' photo was so beautiful, perfect!
It's prefectorial board...
I'm lovin it.

Help!
I do not understand the chapter 12 in Mathematics!
Circle!!
The teacher.. I really don't understand what was she teaching.. T.T

By the way, teacher told us that our final exam will be on October.
We were so surprised because..our class teacher told us that we're having it in the month of November..
But now..suddenly changed..

God, I haven't ready for my exam..
Now, just left 1 month!
Arghh....!!
Science, Geography, History and Mathematics!
I'm not good in these subjects..
I mean, I don't understand some of the chapters from the subjects above.

I'm really scared now..
Last year I was in the top 10 in the whole form..
But this year, I scare I might won't be getting it..
Choi! Touch wood!
I will! I will I will be getting top 10!! Be confident to yourself!

Hiak! Have to go.. I want to revision lu..

Science and Maths club ner..

Prefectorial board. =) One of my favourite photo!

Everyone... pose!! and CHEESE!

Science and Maths club photo... Deng~

The haven't ready free pose photo. XD Look at Chui yee.

A perfect free pose photo..At last..

Stand pose class photo. The scanner was not good. Made me looked like ghost.

The class photos was scanned by Chui Yee... Hiaks..So ugly...

2th September 2008

The fasting month is here.This means that school will dismiss earlier!
Hooray..
It will be one hour earlier than usual day..=)

Today's prefect meeting was late..Luckily didn't get scold.
Well, teacher told us about the Lantern Festival party which will be hold in the school next Friday, 12th September 2008.
Can't wait!!
And I'm incharged of games..
I'm so going to but a cartoon typed lantern.
Aiya..Once in a life..Must enjoy ma.. Although its childish but it will remain a good memory in my mind.


By the way, I think I want to burn the school so that no more school? XD.
And no PMR? To the Form 3 girls, I'm saving you! XP

We haven't do any planning yet..T.T
I am scared that it will not as fun as I think..
I think I want to play some water & flour games..
But duhh~ I'm sure that teacher won't let with the reason WE HAVE NO MUCH TIME.
But, I'll still pray that we can play that game!

On that day, My mother will not be at home arh, sad-nye..
She is going to Thailand next week..So fun..
So.. Once I reached home, I have to do a lot of house works...T__T

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Back to the main title.
After that, teacher reminded us about the time we're going to line up.
And then.. the first and second period today, we had relief.
After relief, we had 3 period for Chinese lesson.
I'm free!

Handed up the History project at last...
After 2 weeks effort..

Eveiyn thought me how to make Mashed Potato today.
So.. after school, I went to buy some potatoes. XD
I'm going to make the delicious dish later.

31th August 2008

Oh yeah, I went to the waterfall deh..
It was at Semenyih if I'm not mistaken.
It was amazing.
It was beautiful
It was fun.

Firstly, when we reached there, we had our lunch first.
And we started to play after that.
My brother decided not to follow us to play as his reason is he went there before.
I went down to the water and bla bla bla..
There was a place where we can slide down..
It was a big rock.
Its a very 'licin' place.

Never in my mind that I'll meet my friend there.
Ho..
I met Shanthi there.
At first, i was blurr de.
When I saw her face, I was late.. Aiks? Looks familiar..
Then.. I looked clearer...Is that her?
Then, I ignored her.
When I saw her dad.. I am sure that she is Shanthi.

So, I shouted her name out loud. XD
She heard her name and waved at me.
Later on.. We played together and slided together.(at the big rock)
It was fun.
XD...
After playing for 3 hours.. It started to rain..
So.. We packed and changed clothes.
God, I hate the toilet there I felt like vomiting. The shits are everywhere..
The washrooms was full of shits and smelly like hell.

I hate that. Believe it.
This is Malaysia.
By the way, Happy Independent day. MERDEKA!


After that, It took us 1 hour++ back to KL.
But, we didn't straight away went back to home.
We went to the Bagan Lalang beach and played again.
XD
It's water day.
And my uncle bought crab and then.. We went back home..

And eat eat eat. XD

The waterfall...

The green land...

I was trying to act alone..? But my brother snapped it un-perfectly.