It's Sunday already. With a blink.
And now, few more days to MAY.
MAY
MAY
-mid year exam
-holiday
-Preparing for competition
-hand in PMR projects
-half year already!
Anyway. I can't wait for tomorrow.
Somehow, I feel so high to go for cheer practice.
Somehow, I feel like there is some buddies to talk to.
Somehow, my heart is finally back to the cheer team.
But....sorry......because....[something]
But don't worry!
I will always support you girls!
Oh yeah. Of course I feel sad...
Like Michelle, I hope that the year won't fly away so fast!
I don't want the seniors to graduate so fast!
I want to be crazy with you girls !
Woohoo. Thanks to Michelle and May Koon for making me to be 3+8 in the cheer team. TT
I am really happy that finally, i threw out all my feelings.
=)
I hope that this feelings can be maintained forever.
So that, life is challenging.
Hmm!
I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW!
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Went to school just for guides' meeting and the computer class.
I really dislike those peoples who were so annoying.
Dahlah tak dengar ketua punya command, bising bising lagi. ><
I HATE IT.
Keep playing fool during the meeting.
We had our Pra-Perlantikan yesterday.
Weee. I passe everything. =)
Computer class- boring
I REALLY REALLY HATE THE TUTOR.
I am totally anti-him.
So strict so fierce.
He's just like a robot.
Teach only. ONLY.
No jokes.
Hey. After twice I did not attend the computer class... a lot of things I did not do.
My friend told me that since the first class until now, they are learning the same thing.
This is because there is slow learners.
I catch up everything yesterday.
In not more than one hour, I finished everything.
Really proud. Ahahaha. Don't misunderstand.
After that, since that masih ada masa...
That teacher let us to go into the Internet.
But not happy also.
HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I baru mau main jerr...
He called us to go out from the class since the class has ended.
Apalah. =(
HATE HIM HATE HIM HATE HIM !!
I really dislike those peoples who were so annoying.
Dahlah tak dengar ketua punya command, bising bising lagi. ><
I HATE IT.
Keep playing fool during the meeting.
We had our Pra-Perlantikan yesterday.
Weee. I passe everything. =)
Computer class- boring
I REALLY REALLY HATE THE TUTOR.
I am totally anti-him.
So strict so fierce.
He's just like a robot.
Teach only. ONLY.
No jokes.
Hey. After twice I did not attend the computer class... a lot of things I did not do.
My friend told me that since the first class until now, they are learning the same thing.
This is because there is slow learners.
I catch up everything yesterday.
In not more than one hour, I finished everything.
Really proud. Ahahaha. Don't misunderstand.
After that, since that masih ada masa...
That teacher let us to go into the Internet.
But not happy also.
HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I baru mau main jerr...
He called us to go out from the class since the class has ended.
Apalah. =(
HATE HIM HATE HIM HATE HIM !!
Friday, April 24, 2009
Woohoo!
It's weekend! I mean, It's Friday and tomorrow will be Saturday!
Anyway. I am still busy tomorrow. TT
Have to go to school for girl guides' meeting and computer class and tuition. TT
Anyway, I am quite happy today.
^ HAPPY ^
Wee! Wee! At last, my heart is opened up.
Felt happy after talking to the buddies in my pyramid group.^^
They are now understand me. And I now understand myself more.
I would like to say a very big THANK YOU.
Anyway. I am still not sure what should I do after this. Should I Q?
Nobody know and so do myself.
Give me some time to think. Think.Think.Think. I am thinking! Give me some time. =(
Alright. I will use this weekend to think. Don't worry. Or...one week.
Haiyak! I will stop talking about this.
I should now tell you plans for this weekend.
I want to do my KGT and my Sejarah project badly.
I wonder..how should I divide my time.
MAY is the month to hand in my projects and MID YEAR EXAM!
For your information, I have not started doing my projects. Haha.
Budak pandai.
It's weekend! I mean, It's Friday and tomorrow will be Saturday!
Anyway. I am still busy tomorrow. TT
Have to go to school for girl guides' meeting and computer class and tuition. TT
Anyway, I am quite happy today.
^ HAPPY ^
Wee! Wee! At last, my heart is opened up.
Felt happy after talking to the buddies in my pyramid group.^^
They are now understand me. And I now understand myself more.
I would like to say a very big THANK YOU.
Anyway. I am still not sure what should I do after this. Should I Q?
Nobody know and so do myself.
Give me some time to think. Think.Think.Think. I am thinking! Give me some time. =(
Alright. I will use this weekend to think. Don't worry. Or...one week.
Haiyak! I will stop talking about this.
I should now tell you plans for this weekend.
I want to do my KGT and my Sejarah project badly.
I wonder..how should I divide my time.
MAY is the month to hand in my projects and MID YEAR EXAM!
For your information, I have not started doing my projects. Haha.
Budak pandai.
Thursday, April 23, 2009
It's sports day.
FRUSTRATED
DISAPPOINTED
HATRED
Sadly to say.
I hate the 4 x100m the most!
That Malay Girl made me lose!!!!!!!
Do you know that I got gold medal last year?
But because of YOU. We got LAST!
My only hope sudah terbang~
Teacher's fault also.
I wrote CHeong Chui Yee's name on that paper for 4x100m.
But, the teacher busy busy go and change it to the Malay Girl!!
ARH!
I can't accept this!
Because of this, we losed.
The first runner. She was the third or fourth when she passed the baton to that Malay Girl.
That Malay Girl at first got third. Slowly~slowly~ slowly~
Back and back and back. People caught up her.
When the baton reached onto my hand... I tried to catch up.
But, the humans from other teams were too far away~
Sighs~
ALL BECAUSE OF YOU.
I CAN'T STOP BLAMING YOU.
About 100m.
This is better! =)
I got third /fourth upon ten peoples.
Yes. Third/Fourth.
Wanna know why?
Because, I reached at the same time with the people-who-get-bronze-medal.
Okay. I know you don't understand.
Like this.
There are 10 peoples. A,B,C,D,E,F,G,H,I,J.
Let say I am D.
A was the first one who reached.
B second. C and D reached at the same time.
But, C got the bronze medal and D didn't get it.
D is very very sad!
But, I am still quite happy.
Cause I sudah kalahkan 6 orang. HAHAHAHA.
Sudahlah~
Tak ada luck today. =(
Went to Gasoline to eat with the buddies after the Sports ended.
Ordered Butter Fillet rice and Honey Soda.
Not bad! =)
Back home at 4 something. Tired. Blogging here. Sleepy. Bye.
I want sleep lu. Take a nap. =D
FRUSTRATED
DISAPPOINTED
HATRED
Sadly to say.
I hate the 4 x100m the most!
That Malay Girl made me lose!!!!!!!
Do you know that I got gold medal last year?
But because of YOU. We got LAST!
My only hope sudah terbang~
Teacher's fault also.
I wrote CHeong Chui Yee's name on that paper for 4x100m.
But, the teacher busy busy go and change it to the Malay Girl!!
ARH!
I can't accept this!
Because of this, we losed.
The first runner. She was the third or fourth when she passed the baton to that Malay Girl.
That Malay Girl at first got third. Slowly~slowly~ slowly~
Back and back and back. People caught up her.
When the baton reached onto my hand... I tried to catch up.
But, the humans from other teams were too far away~
Sighs~
ALL BECAUSE OF YOU.
I CAN'T STOP BLAMING YOU.
About 100m.
This is better! =)
I got third /fourth upon ten peoples.
Yes. Third/Fourth.
Wanna know why?
Because, I reached at the same time with the people-who-get-bronze-medal.
Okay. I know you don't understand.
Like this.
There are 10 peoples. A,B,C,D,E,F,G,H,I,J.
Let say I am D.
A was the first one who reached.
B second. C and D reached at the same time.
But, C got the bronze medal and D didn't get it.
D is very very sad!
But, I am still quite happy.
Cause I sudah kalahkan 6 orang. HAHAHAHA.
Sudahlah~
Tak ada luck today. =(
Went to Gasoline to eat with the buddies after the Sports ended.
Ordered Butter Fillet rice and Honey Soda.
Not bad! =)
Back home at 4 something. Tired. Blogging here. Sleepy. Bye.
I want sleep lu. Take a nap. =D
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
I WANT TO JOIN THE
MATHS AND SCIENCE QUIZ
ORGANIZED
BY
STAR newspaper!
It is on July!
But, since my friend was saying ' I scare you will lose'
I gave up.
How can she hurt me like that?
I mean, she knew that I can do it. But, maybe she is jealous of me?
She was saying ' i also want you to be in the same group with me'
But, when I was having my recess, she said that she scare I will lose.
I acted like I didnt hear it.
But, trust me. I was like, purple with rage!
She is.... haiz... I don't understand why.
Whenever she asked to borrow any books or paper to her, I feel like, I don;t want to borrow her.
My books and papers will be like rubbish after borrowing her!
I don't know what to do now. I want to join that competition !! 3 peoples in a group.
Maximum 2 groups from a school.
But teacher had already asked 3 girls from our class.
And she said, that she'll ask Melur for another group. =(
MATHS AND SCIENCE QUIZ
ORGANIZED
BY
STAR newspaper!
It is on July!
But, since my friend was saying ' I scare you will lose'
I gave up.
How can she hurt me like that?
I mean, she knew that I can do it. But, maybe she is jealous of me?
She was saying ' i also want you to be in the same group with me'
But, when I was having my recess, she said that she scare I will lose.
I acted like I didnt hear it.
But, trust me. I was like, purple with rage!
She is.... haiz... I don't understand why.
Whenever she asked to borrow any books or paper to her, I feel like, I don;t want to borrow her.
My books and papers will be like rubbish after borrowing her!
I don't know what to do now. I want to join that competition !! 3 peoples in a group.
Maximum 2 groups from a school.
But teacher had already asked 3 girls from our class.
And she said, that she'll ask Melur for another group. =(
Woohoo. With a blink on eye, Sports Day is jsut around the corner! Phew-weeeet!
And, happy news for me.
I am going for 100 m!
Haha! I am totally happy!
I can't believe that I can go for 100 m!
I thought that I've lose on that Saringan day.
Haha!
I can't believe that!
So, tomorrow....
100m and 4x100m!
I can! I can! Medalsssss are waiting for me.
Hopefully, this year, I can still get gold medal for my 4x100m!
Woohoo!
Another thing.
Today, went into the Bilik Tayangan.
There was a Germany people there!
With few other peoples who had visited Japan, United States and bla!
Woots. That Germany people can speak Malay language. Not bad Not bad!
What a day for me.
I did not know that there is this activity going on in the Bilik Tayangan.
It was just a coincidence that I opened the door.
I thought that the prefects are in the Bilik Tayangan taking their skirts and blazer measurements.
As I opened the door, I saw May Koon and other cheer seniors sitting there and waving their hands calling me to go in.
I was like. What is this? Speech on cheerleading?
I went in.
But, not even a minute, I went out again. I went to search for the prefects.
Oh. They were in the PIBG room. Guhh!
I went in. Took my skirt measurement.
Quickly ran back to the Bilik Tayangan.
Not knowing what's going on in the room, I opened the door. Walked in and sat down.
Oh. Baru I tau what were they doing inside there.
They were telling their stories of going overseas.
Telling us the Japanese's culturals... Lalalalala....U.S.A ......
It was quite interesting. And oh, that Malay guy, speak his English fluently. Ouh!
I want my English to be like that too!
At first, when I walked in. That Germany people was telling dunno what what.
I sat down. He was speaking in Malay!
'.........................................................................................I am studying in SMK wangsa Maju'
Wow! Proud of him! His hair is totally blond!
Woohoo!
I love this programme!
I want it again!
Waiting for tomorrow...=)
And, happy news for me.
I am going for 100 m!
Haha! I am totally happy!
I can't believe that I can go for 100 m!
I thought that I've lose on that Saringan day.
Haha!
I can't believe that!
So, tomorrow....
100m and 4x100m!
I can! I can! Medalsssss are waiting for me.
Hopefully, this year, I can still get gold medal for my 4x100m!
Woohoo!
Another thing.
Today, went into the Bilik Tayangan.
There was a Germany people there!
With few other peoples who had visited Japan, United States and bla!
Woots. That Germany people can speak Malay language. Not bad Not bad!
What a day for me.
I did not know that there is this activity going on in the Bilik Tayangan.
It was just a coincidence that I opened the door.
I thought that the prefects are in the Bilik Tayangan taking their skirts and blazer measurements.
As I opened the door, I saw May Koon and other cheer seniors sitting there and waving their hands calling me to go in.
I was like. What is this? Speech on cheerleading?
I went in.
But, not even a minute, I went out again. I went to search for the prefects.
Oh. They were in the PIBG room. Guhh!
I went in. Took my skirt measurement.
Quickly ran back to the Bilik Tayangan.
Not knowing what's going on in the room, I opened the door. Walked in and sat down.
Oh. Baru I tau what were they doing inside there.
They were telling their stories of going overseas.
Telling us the Japanese's culturals... Lalalalala....U.S.A ......
It was quite interesting. And oh, that Malay guy, speak his English fluently. Ouh!
I want my English to be like that too!
At first, when I walked in. That Germany people was telling dunno what what.
I sat down. He was speaking in Malay!
'.........................................................................................I am studying in SMK wangsa Maju'
Wow! Proud of him! His hair is totally blond!
Woohoo!
I love this programme!
I want it again!
Waiting for tomorrow...=)
Monday, April 20, 2009
This Thursday!
The most awaited day!
SPORTS DAY!
Going to Bukit Jalil this year!
I am running! Yippee!
Love running. ^^
It will be ended at... around... 12.30 p.m?
Maybe...we should go and find a place to eat!
Let's see!
Oh yeah! Intervensi test started today!
Let's see what result I can get without revising. ^^
end.
The most awaited day!
SPORTS DAY!
Going to Bukit Jalil this year!
I am running! Yippee!
Love running. ^^
It will be ended at... around... 12.30 p.m?
Maybe...we should go and find a place to eat!
Let's see!
Oh yeah! Intervensi test started today!
Let's see what result I can get without revising. ^^
end.
Thanks to the seniors!
At last, I opened my heart today. Opened my mind today.
Thanks to Xin Ying the most.
She told me a lot of things.
She advised me a lot.
And I do understand.
But, I am still with my view. QUIT!
Let's see.
Tears of sorrow dropped a lot today during cheer practice.
We played true or dare. And this was the time we shared everything.
I told out all my problems.
Hey seniors. I am very crazy de lo!
I am not that kind of quiet quiet girl la! Only during cheer practice.. I am like that.
Quite frustrated when the time to go home reached and I haven't finish my story. ==
Michelle, I understand your feelings. Stand still!
Anyway. Le Shen was right. Nobody can understand. I am the only that can understand what I am feeling.
You're right.
Let's see what the ending........
end.
At last, I opened my heart today. Opened my mind today.
Thanks to Xin Ying the most.
She told me a lot of things.
She advised me a lot.
And I do understand.
But, I am still with my view. QUIT!
Let's see.
Tears of sorrow dropped a lot today during cheer practice.
We played true or dare. And this was the time we shared everything.
I told out all my problems.
Hey seniors. I am very crazy de lo!
I am not that kind of quiet quiet girl la! Only during cheer practice.. I am like that.
Quite frustrated when the time to go home reached and I haven't finish my story. ==
Michelle, I understand your feelings. Stand still!
Anyway. Le Shen was right. Nobody can understand. I am the only that can understand what I am feeling.
You're right.
Let's see what the ending........
end.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Confucian Campfire
As I reached home after tuition, Mr Brother asked me why I no go confucian's campfire. ==
Nobody accompany. That's why I no go.
And he said, that he is going. ==
And I said, I want go also.
And he called me to eat faster. ==
I rushed like mad. Washing clothes, eating, bathing and changing into Ranger uniform.
He kept rushing me. ==
I looked sucks. No scarf, no tag.
Zoom. Reached there. ==
Peoples were shouting.
Mr Brother told me that it would be boring. ==
It was raining.
MBS and PESS coincidentally, eat in the same class. ==
After that, went out and continue the activities again.
Boring. ==
BORING!!!
All's about, acting while the song plays. ==
Sat there alone. No Friend.
Told brother that I am thirsty. ==
He brought me a bottle of ZEN drink.
Cannot open!!!!! ==
Conclusion, giving me a drink is useless.
Conclusion, bear ed my thirst until the campfire ended. ==
Walked to MBS, Tenth Air Scouts' HeadQuarter.
Boys were looking at me all the time. Thinking why am I standing there.
Few boys came and ask why I stand there.
Answered dengan takutnya.
At last, bro came back from don't know where and went back home.
What a tired day. ==
end.
As I reached home after tuition, Mr Brother asked me why I no go confucian's campfire. ==
Nobody accompany. That's why I no go.
And he said, that he is going. ==
And I said, I want go also.
And he called me to eat faster. ==
I rushed like mad. Washing clothes, eating, bathing and changing into Ranger uniform.
He kept rushing me. ==
I looked sucks. No scarf, no tag.
Zoom. Reached there. ==
Peoples were shouting.
Mr Brother told me that it would be boring. ==
It was raining.
MBS and PESS coincidentally, eat in the same class. ==
After that, went out and continue the activities again.
Boring. ==
BORING!!!
All's about, acting while the song plays. ==
Sat there alone. No Friend.
Told brother that I am thirsty. ==
He brought me a bottle of ZEN drink.
Cannot open!!!!! ==
Conclusion, giving me a drink is useless.
Conclusion, bear ed my thirst until the campfire ended. ==
Walked to MBS, Tenth Air Scouts' HeadQuarter.
Boys were looking at me all the time. Thinking why am I standing there.
Few boys came and ask why I stand there.
Answered dengan takutnya.
At last, bro came back from don't know where and went back home.
What a tired day. ==
end.
Prefects Gathering
Woohoo~! It is finally over! OVER!
But..felt a bit... ><
It was fun!
FUN! FUN!
Most interesting parts were the Seju dance and AJK dance!
So cool.
Prefects from everywhere came.
The foods were great. ^^
Especially the Spaghetti. Since I'm hungry... Of course it was delicious!
When it's our turn, the form 3s the perform..
It was erm... Ok la.
Just that, when Pooi Mun and Joanne were acting.. I felt so so so geli!
Maybe it was too obscene. =X
the games were fun. Woohoo!
Stephanie and I led the group 4.
And we got second place! Ahaha!
All because of our leading!
But we can't share the hamper together. too bad. =(
Conclusion:
FUN !!!
But... next year... will be .... MORE FUN! ^^
Anyway. I dislike those chickens who ran away. Not helping to clean up the hall. ><
Make the seniors and I,Stephanie and Sze Yien so tired. TT
But it worth. XD
Went to tuition after that. Gosh. I missed Maths lessons for twice already. TT
Maybe, I should go and find Mr Kung and catch up everything!
Woohoo~! It is finally over! OVER!
But..felt a bit... ><
It was fun!
FUN! FUN!
Most interesting parts were the Seju dance and AJK dance!
So cool.
Prefects from everywhere came.
The foods were great. ^^
Especially the Spaghetti. Since I'm hungry... Of course it was delicious!
When it's our turn, the form 3s the perform..
It was erm... Ok la.
Just that, when Pooi Mun and Joanne were acting.. I felt so so so geli!
Maybe it was too obscene. =X
the games were fun. Woohoo!
Stephanie and I led the group 4.
And we got second place! Ahaha!
All because of our leading!
But we can't share the hamper together. too bad. =(
Conclusion:
FUN !!!
But... next year... will be .... MORE FUN! ^^
Anyway. I dislike those chickens who ran away. Not helping to clean up the hall. ><
Make the seniors and I,Stephanie and Sze Yien so tired. TT
But it worth. XD
Went to tuition after that. Gosh. I missed Maths lessons for twice already. TT
Maybe, I should go and find Mr Kung and catch up everything!
Friday, April 17, 2009
Big case.
Dunno from who to who and to me...
Said that, that 'Y' brought phone to school.
Sze Yien pulled me out from the class to make a spot check in 3_____.
Check check check.
Can't find the one that we suspected's phone.
But, found a malay girl's phone.
Duh. So OBVIOUS. It's in the desk.
Open the pocket. A phone. PINK.
Gave teacher.
Asked the head girl to lead us.
She brought us here and there.
Thanks to her. ^^
She helped us a lot.
Altogether, we checked ...1...2...3....4....5.....oh! 4 classes!
Tired man.
As a result, we got a lot of liquids ad foods.
Hah. What a waste. If we found any foods in the class, we have to throw it.
Haha.
Then, we were searching for that 'Y's phone everywhere.
LOL! My friends went to dig the field. HAHA!
Cause xx told me that the Y put the phone in the field before.
LOL. Found nothing.
Then, everything finished.
Then, 2 of my friends went to the toilet. Prefects la.
Not more than 5 minutes, ## came running to me and called me to go to the toilet.
She told me, the students inside the toilet were like shouting ' Shhh! Prefects arh!!'
LOL. xx went to close the toilet's gate.
What a funny thing to do. Lol.
The part that I hate the most is,
Those 'GOOD' students keep shouting in the toilet showing their unsatisfied-ness.
I can't understand. How can a teacher's daughter can be that bad.
Anyway, we kept searching in the toilet.
Conclusion: we failed to find anything.
But we suspected that, they passed the phone to dunno who who.
Disappointed.
Never mind-lah.
So bad.
end lu~
Dunno from who to who and to me...
Said that, that 'Y' brought phone to school.
Sze Yien pulled me out from the class to make a spot check in 3_____.
Check check check.
Can't find the one that we suspected's phone.
But, found a malay girl's phone.
Duh. So OBVIOUS. It's in the desk.
Open the pocket. A phone. PINK.
Gave teacher.
Asked the head girl to lead us.
She brought us here and there.
Thanks to her. ^^
She helped us a lot.
Altogether, we checked ...1...2...3....4....5.....oh! 4 classes!
Tired man.
As a result, we got a lot of liquids ad foods.
Hah. What a waste. If we found any foods in the class, we have to throw it.
Haha.
Then, we were searching for that 'Y's phone everywhere.
LOL! My friends went to dig the field. HAHA!
Cause xx told me that the Y put the phone in the field before.
LOL. Found nothing.
Then, everything finished.
Then, 2 of my friends went to the toilet. Prefects la.
Not more than 5 minutes, ## came running to me and called me to go to the toilet.
She told me, the students inside the toilet were like shouting ' Shhh! Prefects arh!!'
LOL. xx went to close the toilet's gate.
What a funny thing to do. Lol.
The part that I hate the most is,
Those 'GOOD' students keep shouting in the toilet showing their unsatisfied-ness.
I can't understand. How can a teacher's daughter can be that bad.
Anyway, we kept searching in the toilet.
Conclusion: we failed to find anything.
But we suspected that, they passed the phone to dunno who who.
Disappointed.
Never mind-lah.
So bad.
end lu~
Thursday, April 16, 2009
THE MOST IMPORTANT THING NOW is,
............
.................
........................
............................
..................................
Yes! You got it right! It's
SECOND INTERVENSION TEST !!!!!!!!!!!!
My brain is now..... full of things.
Can't memorise anymore things.
See. I did not take even a book to revise.
Not that I am lazy.
But, I have no time.
I hate the school.
Too many activities.
Can you please cut down the activities?
This whole week, I stayed in the school until 5-6 pm.
We have to prepare for our PG which will be on this Saturday.
What a busy April.
APRIL is really fooling me.
Next week-Intervensi test & SPORT DAY
After 2-3 weeks, it will be our MID YEAR EXAM.
See!
I hate to be in Form 3!
I hate this!
I hate that!
Can anybody please understand me?
I don't want to join so many activities if I could.
I don't want to come to school during holidays.
My parents would scold if I tell them.
This year will be my PMR.
Nothing can be more important than my PMR!!!
I keep thinking this and that until more and more white hairs grow on my head.
Haiz.
Hell ya. I cried in the school today.
Shame.
I shouldn't cry in front of the seniors.
But, really beh tahan.
Thinking of my BUSY TIME, I feel like crying.
I want to go back home like my other friends who can go back home early.
I hate to stay back in the school until 4 or 5+ pm.
Cried all of sudden.
Thinking too much.
I feel like quitting from everything.
It will make my life goes happier.
Can I quit?
I hope the answer is YES.
Everything.
Sweat. Nothing can help me.
I am just hoping that I can quit from everything.
No more this and that.
I've thought of suiciding.
But, it is a very silly thing to do.
And, it's painful.
And, I wanted to see my PMR slip with STRAIGHT As'.
What can I do right now?
Nobody knows.
............
.................
........................
............................
..................................
Yes! You got it right! It's
SECOND INTERVENSION TEST !!!!!!!!!!!!
My brain is now..... full of things.
Can't memorise anymore things.
See. I did not take even a book to revise.
Not that I am lazy.
But, I have no time.
I hate the school.
Too many activities.
Can you please cut down the activities?
This whole week, I stayed in the school until 5-6 pm.
We have to prepare for our PG which will be on this Saturday.
What a busy April.
APRIL is really fooling me.
Next week-Intervensi test & SPORT DAY
After 2-3 weeks, it will be our MID YEAR EXAM.
See!
I hate to be in Form 3!
I hate this!
I hate that!
Can anybody please understand me?
I don't want to join so many activities if I could.
I don't want to come to school during holidays.
My parents would scold if I tell them.
This year will be my PMR.
Nothing can be more important than my PMR!!!
I keep thinking this and that until more and more white hairs grow on my head.
Haiz.
Hell ya. I cried in the school today.
Shame.
I shouldn't cry in front of the seniors.
But, really beh tahan.
Thinking of my BUSY TIME, I feel like crying.
I want to go back home like my other friends who can go back home early.
I hate to stay back in the school until 4 or 5+ pm.
Cried all of sudden.
Thinking too much.
I feel like quitting from everything.
It will make my life goes happier.
Can I quit?
I hope the answer is YES.
Everything.
Sweat. Nothing can help me.
I am just hoping that I can quit from everything.
No more this and that.
I've thought of suiciding.
But, it is a very silly thing to do.
And, it's painful.
And, I wanted to see my PMR slip with STRAIGHT As'.
What can I do right now?
Nobody knows.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
The Sukantara finally gone!
I was participating in 100 m and long jump.
Deng.
I losed in both.
100 m.
I supposed to be at the first or second place.
But...but..but...haiz...
When I was running..
I felt like my shoe is going to get off from my leg!
I was actually running the fastest..
And because I don't want my shoe to get off from my leg.. since it would be very fish...
I slowed down.....
TT
Slowly-slowly-slowly....
People caught me up.
I hate my shoe!!!!!!!
I hate my shoe!!!!
All's my shoe's fault.
If not, I can get FIRST OR SECOND LA!
AND CAN GO FOR FINAL!
DENG
DENG
DENG!!!!!!
For long jump,
I did jump.
I JUMPED!
But teacher said that I was stepping.
Not JUMPING!
ARHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
What is going on?!!!
What a bad luck!!!
I can get medal for both......if...those things...did not happen....
SWEATSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
I HATE MY SHOE
I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE everything!!!!!!
23RD of April- sports day
Coming soon.
4x100m.
no confident.
Since.. Vinosha transfered to Connaught school..
She's the best runner in our school!
But, I will try to strive for the gold medal
><
Got to go.
end
I was participating in 100 m and long jump.
Deng.
I losed in both.
100 m.
I supposed to be at the first or second place.
But...but..but...haiz...
When I was running..
I felt like my shoe is going to get off from my leg!
I was actually running the fastest..
And because I don't want my shoe to get off from my leg.. since it would be very fish...
I slowed down.....
TT
Slowly-slowly-slowly....
People caught me up.
I hate my shoe!!!!!!!
I hate my shoe!!!!
All's my shoe's fault.
If not, I can get FIRST OR SECOND LA!
AND CAN GO FOR FINAL!
DENG
DENG
DENG!!!!!!
For long jump,
I did jump.
I JUMPED!
But teacher said that I was stepping.
Not JUMPING!
ARHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
What is going on?!!!
What a bad luck!!!
I can get medal for both......if...those things...did not happen....
SWEATSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
I HATE MY SHOE
I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE everything!!!!!!
23RD of April- sports day
Coming soon.
4x100m.
no confident.
Since.. Vinosha transfered to Connaught school..
She's the best runner in our school!
But, I will try to strive for the gold medal
><
Got to go.
end
Okay.
Supposed to go for the Prize Giving ceremony. But, I went for my eppda competition.
Well.
We reached there and registered.
Can you believe that, there's no teacher accompanying us?
HAH! This is true.
We were the fourth school to present.
Conclusion: Our presentation this year is more better than last year.
So fish!
My presentation was going all well...and suddenly.. when I was trying to elaborate..
I can't think of the word I wanted to say!
I was like... stopped there and .............. turned back and looked at Kah Mun.
Uh. I gave up. I straight away said the next thing. So fish!
I looked at the judge.
The judge at first was smiling but then.. the time I stopped... they looked onto the paper and wrote dunno what what. So fish. =(
Anyway. I can say that we can actually be the 8 best presenter.
But, we losed at the end.
Even teacher does not understand why.
Everything of our's was GREAT.
GREAT AND GREATER AND GREATEST!
Haiz.
Fishy again. You know why?
When the time to announce the winner,
Teacher asked me to go and stand in front there to wait to get the PARTICIPATION certificate.
I did. I stood outside the hall.
I waited and waited.
Until the participation certificates were given out to those school who did not win..
It was TOP 8 certificates giving.
Wow! I thought that we were in TOP 8!
I started to smile outside the hall.I felt so proud!
8th- not us
7th-not us
6th-not us
WAHAHAHAHHAHA!
5th-not us
4th- not us
WOOOOOOHOOOOOO!!!!
3rd- not us
2nd-not us
Give up.
I knew that first place would be Aminuddin Baki's students.
And it is.
I was shocked.
Participation certificates...NO
Top 8- NO
What the H is going on?
And then.. I walked back to the place I was sitting.
I asked teacher.
Teacher said that she doesnt know why.
But never mind, she'll go and ask the dunno who who.
Ahhhh!!!!!
SOUR SOUR SOUR for all day long.
Felt like wanted to jump into the sea.
All I can say is, Do better next time.
Anyway, we were hungry.
We told teacher that we are hungry.
She brought us to MCD.
WAHHH!
She did not pay for us!
So stingy~
Last Year, Pn NorAdzlina paid for us le~
This year, this teacher did not pay for us!
TT
Heart pains. *using money
end
Supposed to go for the Prize Giving ceremony. But, I went for my eppda competition.
Well.
We reached there and registered.
Can you believe that, there's no teacher accompanying us?
HAH! This is true.
We were the fourth school to present.
Conclusion: Our presentation this year is more better than last year.
So fish!
My presentation was going all well...and suddenly.. when I was trying to elaborate..
I can't think of the word I wanted to say!
I was like... stopped there and .............. turned back and looked at Kah Mun.
Uh. I gave up. I straight away said the next thing. So fish!
I looked at the judge.
The judge at first was smiling but then.. the time I stopped... they looked onto the paper and wrote dunno what what. So fish. =(
Anyway. I can say that we can actually be the 8 best presenter.
But, we losed at the end.
Even teacher does not understand why.
Everything of our's was GREAT.
GREAT AND GREATER AND GREATEST!
Haiz.
Fishy again. You know why?
When the time to announce the winner,
Teacher asked me to go and stand in front there to wait to get the PARTICIPATION certificate.
I did. I stood outside the hall.
I waited and waited.
Until the participation certificates were given out to those school who did not win..
It was TOP 8 certificates giving.
Wow! I thought that we were in TOP 8!
I started to smile outside the hall.I felt so proud!
8th- not us
7th-not us
6th-not us
WAHAHAHAHHAHA!
5th-not us
4th- not us
WOOOOOOHOOOOOO!!!!
3rd- not us
2nd-not us
Give up.
I knew that first place would be Aminuddin Baki's students.
And it is.
I was shocked.
Participation certificates...NO
Top 8- NO
What the H is going on?
And then.. I walked back to the place I was sitting.
I asked teacher.
Teacher said that she doesnt know why.
But never mind, she'll go and ask the dunno who who.
Ahhhh!!!!!
SOUR SOUR SOUR for all day long.
Felt like wanted to jump into the sea.
All I can say is, Do better next time.
Anyway, we were hungry.
We told teacher that we are hungry.
She brought us to MCD.
WAHHH!
She did not pay for us!
So stingy~
Last Year, Pn NorAdzlina paid for us le~
This year, this teacher did not pay for us!
TT
Heart pains. *using money
end
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Went to SMK Seri Mulia today.
TT
It supposed to be Pn.Noradzlina to fetch us for the competition.
But due to the Academic Prize giving ceremony.. She cannot fetch us.
The teacher who fetched us to go to the school..can't help much when we had problems.
I don't like it. =(
Plus, there was dunno cockroach or spider in her car!
Oh My doot! It was quite dirty...
Anyway.
We started to make the slides show at 9.10 a.m.
It was all going fine.
We were given 3 hours to finish it all up.
Alright. You must be wondering what am I supposed to do.
The answer is : We had to make slides show about drugs.
Comparing this year and last year...
This year is much more better!
We managed to finish up everything in 3 hours.
It was really bad that last year... we were rushing like hell to finish it all up.
Everything was perfect.
But..our storyboard....sucks.
We scribbled a lot in the book.
We handed it up after we finished doing the slides show.
This Saturday.. Have to go to SMK Sri Permaisuri for presentation.
I'm actually quite nervous.
Presenting the slides show in front of so many students/judges.
I have to prepare before I present on this Saturday.
Kah Mun and I are presenting it.
Yoke Pui will be controlling the computer. =X
I am scared!
I suppose to go for my Prize Giving ceremony this Saturday.
Weee! Getting money and certificate!
But... because of that competition.. I won't be able to go.
I will be getting my money and certificate on next week.
Sleepy... Tired...
end.
TT
It supposed to be Pn.Noradzlina to fetch us for the competition.
But due to the Academic Prize giving ceremony.. She cannot fetch us.
The teacher who fetched us to go to the school..can't help much when we had problems.
I don't like it. =(
Plus, there was dunno cockroach or spider in her car!
Oh My doot! It was quite dirty...
Anyway.
We started to make the slides show at 9.10 a.m.
It was all going fine.
We were given 3 hours to finish it all up.
Alright. You must be wondering what am I supposed to do.
The answer is : We had to make slides show about drugs.
Comparing this year and last year...
This year is much more better!
We managed to finish up everything in 3 hours.
It was really bad that last year... we were rushing like hell to finish it all up.
Everything was perfect.
But..our storyboard....sucks.
We scribbled a lot in the book.
We handed it up after we finished doing the slides show.
This Saturday.. Have to go to SMK Sri Permaisuri for presentation.
I'm actually quite nervous.
Presenting the slides show in front of so many students/judges.
I have to prepare before I present on this Saturday.
Kah Mun and I are presenting it.
Yoke Pui will be controlling the computer. =X
I am scared!
I suppose to go for my Prize Giving ceremony this Saturday.
Weee! Getting money and certificate!
But... because of that competition.. I won't be able to go.
I will be getting my money and certificate on next week.
Sleepy... Tired...
end.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Thursday.
The most awaiting day.
Yes. I am going for my Powerpoint competition again.
Second time in my life.
THIS THURSDAY!
I want to get champion.
We are the champion!
Can you please pray for me?
Puh-leaseee....LOL!
This year, we are more well-prepared compared to last year. =)
But.. still no confident.
We have confident at first..
But today... we were so blurr... we forgot how to do this..how to do that..
Nevermind. We will improve ourself!
Anyway. I am going to Bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad tomorrow for my Sejarah project.
With a heavy school bag. =(
got to go to sleep!
Ciao!
The most awaiting day.
Yes. I am going for my Powerpoint competition again.
Second time in my life.
THIS THURSDAY!
I want to get champion.
We are the champion!
Can you please pray for me?
Puh-leaseee....LOL!
This year, we are more well-prepared compared to last year. =)
But.. still no confident.
We have confident at first..
But today... we were so blurr... we forgot how to do this..how to do that..
Nevermind. We will improve ourself!
Anyway. I am going to Bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad tomorrow for my Sejarah project.
With a heavy school bag. =(
got to go to sleep!
Ciao!
Monday, April 6, 2009
Yep. Big news here.
The new board of the prefectorial board had been announced.
Seriously to say,
not everyone happy with it. this is because.. some do not deserve for that post. Honestly to say, 'they' are .... haiz... not suitable for that post.
HX, I seriously support you to get a higher level post. ^^
There will be 20+ form 3 students coming to be a prefect.
Again, some really really really cannot be accepted!
How can those students who always break the school rules be a prefect?!
I feel so unsatisfied with that selection. really.
Haiz.
Another thing.
I am feeling more and more that this girl is trying to take away all my jobs!
Yes. Obviously, she is trying to get seniors' attention.
She wants the seniors to think that I did not do anything.
She wants the seniors to think that she did everything!
I felt so, hurt. Heart injured.
Obviously again, she wants to get praised.
She wants to be the head for next year.
She wants she wants she wants !!!
She wants to kick me out from seniors' brain! eye! ear!
I HATE HER.
Stop acting that you are capable in front of the seniors!
Stop!!
It is useless to tell here. Haiz.
As usual, I acted normal in school.
But, I am really scared that one day, seniors will think that, I'm useless.
What kind of ex-head prefect I was?
Seriously. Not that I do not want to do better.
But, the problem is, I have no chance to do so!
The new board of the prefectorial board had been announced.
Seriously to say,
not everyone happy with it. this is because.. some do not deserve for that post. Honestly to say, 'they' are .... haiz... not suitable for that post.
HX, I seriously support you to get a higher level post. ^^
There will be 20+ form 3 students coming to be a prefect.
Again, some really really really cannot be accepted!
How can those students who always break the school rules be a prefect?!
I feel so unsatisfied with that selection. really.
Haiz.
Another thing.
I am feeling more and more that this girl is trying to take away all my jobs!
Yes. Obviously, she is trying to get seniors' attention.
She wants the seniors to think that I did not do anything.
She wants the seniors to think that she did everything!
I felt so, hurt. Heart injured.
Obviously again, she wants to get praised.
She wants to be the head for next year.
She wants she wants she wants !!!
She wants to kick me out from seniors' brain! eye! ear!
I HATE HER.
Stop acting that you are capable in front of the seniors!
Stop!!
It is useless to tell here. Haiz.
As usual, I acted normal in school.
But, I am really scared that one day, seniors will think that, I'm useless.
What kind of ex-head prefect I was?
Seriously. Not that I do not want to do better.
But, the problem is, I have no chance to do so!
Sunday, April 5, 2009
1. Beer: My uncle minum ini hair hari
2. Food: MAKAN! XD
3. Relationships: Friends % Family.
4. Crush: SECRET
5. Power Rangers: Rocks! Always watch this when I was a kid
6. Life: is stresful
7. The President: Obama
8. Yummy: Licious?
9. Cars: the car drove by Edward in Twilight
10. Movie: TWILIGHT
11. Halloween: Boo-hoo/ Peak-a-boo?
12. Sex: I am a female
13. Religion: Chinese
14. Hate: the one who trying to fight with me in order to get famous in seniors' eyes! (now!)
15. Fear: of...getting complained again
16. Marriage: i am under age
17. Blondes: Erm... i prefer black hairs
18. Slippers: sandals?
19. Shoes: Nike
20. Asians: as my husband?
21. Past time: wondeful
22. One night stand: Ehem. I am just a 15 years old kid.
23. My cell phone: sucks
24. Smoke: ANTI
25. Fantasy: behind the mask?
26. College: Belum
27. High school Life: Sucks / stresful
28. Pajamas: Not wearing it anymore..
29. Stars: on the bright sky.... JAY CHOU
30. Center: middle
31. Alcohol: 5% [lol]
32. The word love: is meaningful to everyone
33. Friends: are GREAT GREAT GREAT!
34. Money: MORE!
35. Heartache: NONO
36. Time: is passing fast
37. Divorce: you're crazy
38. Dogs: BARKING
39. Undies: for ladies
40. Parents: are lovable
41. Babies: CUTE!!!!
42. Ex: xxxxxxxxxx
43. Song: Love Story
44. Color: PINK
45. Weddings: coming soon in 10 more years
46. Pizza: HUT
47. Hangout: I would like too
48. Rest: I WANT MORE
49. Goal: Straight As' for PMR
50. Inspiration: are great
Then, tag first 10 people that comes into your mind
1. Hui Xia
2. Smith Shim (since you did it wrongly)
3. Vanessa Pang
4. May Koon
5. Michelle C
2. Food: MAKAN! XD
3. Relationships: Friends % Family.
4. Crush: SECRET
5. Power Rangers: Rocks! Always watch this when I was a kid
6. Life: is stresful
7. The President: Obama
8. Yummy: Licious?
9. Cars: the car drove by Edward in Twilight
10. Movie: TWILIGHT
11. Halloween: Boo-hoo/ Peak-a-boo?
12. Sex: I am a female
13. Religion: Chinese
14. Hate: the one who trying to fight with me in order to get famous in seniors' eyes! (now!)
15. Fear: of...getting complained again
16. Marriage: i am under age
17. Blondes: Erm... i prefer black hairs
18. Slippers: sandals?
19. Shoes: Nike
20. Asians: as my husband?
21. Past time: wondeful
22. One night stand: Ehem. I am just a 15 years old kid.
23. My cell phone: sucks
24. Smoke: ANTI
25. Fantasy: behind the mask?
26. College: Belum
27. High school Life: Sucks / stresful
28. Pajamas: Not wearing it anymore..
29. Stars: on the bright sky.... JAY CHOU
30. Center: middle
31. Alcohol: 5% [lol]
32. The word love: is meaningful to everyone
33. Friends: are GREAT GREAT GREAT!
34. Money: MORE!
35. Heartache: NONO
36. Time: is passing fast
37. Divorce: you're crazy
38. Dogs: BARKING
39. Undies: for ladies
40. Parents: are lovable
41. Babies: CUTE!!!!
42. Ex: xxxxxxxxxx
43. Song: Love Story
44. Color: PINK
45. Weddings: coming soon in 10 more years
46. Pizza: HUT
47. Hangout: I would like too
48. Rest: I WANT MORE
49. Goal: Straight As' for PMR
50. Inspiration: are great
Then, tag first 10 people that comes into your mind
1. Hui Xia
2. Smith Shim (since you did it wrongly)
3. Vanessa Pang
4. May Koon
5. Michelle C
From the pictures, you knew that I'm lazy to write so much.
Conclusion: Not bad.
There are quite a lot of performances.
Programme list.
registration
arrival of guest
opening ceremony
roll call
speech
MURIEL performance
Masquerade show
games
refreshment
band performance
sketch
dance#1
dance#2
Yoyo performance
souvenir presentation
closing ceremony
Spaghetti and fruit juices for refreshment.
Made by Local Recipe shop.
Seriously, during the sketch performance..
Everybody can't hear what they were talking about.
And many do not understand what is the story about. Sigh.
I do not understand why. WHY. WHY.
Some of the form 3 interactors talked bad about the performances.
So sad to hear this.
Please! If you are talking bad about the performances with the others...
What if you perform?!
Dahlah apa pun tak buat, nak cakap banyak lagi! ><
I do not want to type more. I am lazy.
PMR is coming sooner and sooner!
188 days more. TT
end.
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Friday, April 3, 2009
Seriously.
Computer class sucks.
I hate that teacher!
And he was boring.
Wth.
I sat in front of him today...
And he was showing how to create a folder with our name in E drive.
He asked my name and I said, ABC.
And he said loudly,' ABC?!!'
Hey. I was trying to joke. And it doesn't matter if u use a fake name for demonstration okay.
He said to the others, ' Please. Be serious. Don't put any of your nicknames. I want your real name.'
What I felt was... he is crazy. and I hate him.
Hello. Why can't you just put a fake name?
The teacher owned a computer which can control our computers.
We can't go into the Internet or move anything in the computer when he does not allow it.
He would know if we do anything in the computer.
It feels like... err.... I hate it.
Firstly, we pay for it.
Okay. If you let me to choose, I would prefer... No computer class.
I prefer a computer class that can let us to play at anytime.
I don't mind paying one ringgit for an hour.
Please. It was/is boring.
Learning things that is...superbly boring!
ANOTHER THING.
I HATE IT.
My name is in all the computers!
Bullshit!
He used my name for that demonstration on creating a folder.
He put my name in his computer and so..
My name is in all the computer! I HATE IT.
Damn it.
I wanted to ask him to delete my name.
But, later... he say I selfish.
That's what I'm worried of.
Haiz. Hate this kind of teacher.
My name is PRIVATE la.
Why must him put my name in all the computers?
DELETE it please!
Haiz. Microsoft Access...
Creating website....
Boring. ==
Computer class sucks.
I hate that teacher!
And he was boring.
Wth.
I sat in front of him today...
And he was showing how to create a folder with our name in E drive.
He asked my name and I said, ABC.
And he said loudly,' ABC?!!'
Hey. I was trying to joke. And it doesn't matter if u use a fake name for demonstration okay.
He said to the others, ' Please. Be serious. Don't put any of your nicknames. I want your real name.'
What I felt was... he is crazy. and I hate him.
Hello. Why can't you just put a fake name?
The teacher owned a computer which can control our computers.
We can't go into the Internet or move anything in the computer when he does not allow it.
He would know if we do anything in the computer.
It feels like... err.... I hate it.
Firstly, we pay for it.
Okay. If you let me to choose, I would prefer... No computer class.
I prefer a computer class that can let us to play at anytime.
I don't mind paying one ringgit for an hour.
Please. It was/is boring.
Learning things that is...superbly boring!
ANOTHER THING.
I HATE IT.
My name is in all the computers!
Bullshit!
He used my name for that demonstration on creating a folder.
He put my name in his computer and so..
My name is in all the computer! I HATE IT.
Damn it.
I wanted to ask him to delete my name.
But, later... he say I selfish.
That's what I'm worried of.
Haiz. Hate this kind of teacher.
My name is PRIVATE la.
Why must him put my name in all the computers?
DELETE it please!
Haiz. Microsoft Access...
Creating website....
Boring. ==
Attention!!
Tomorrow will be PESS's IU DAY!!
Please! If you want to buy ticket... Find me! Man Xi!
I will be at the registration counter. XD
Nono. I will be everywhere.
Don't worry.
Find my face.
PLEASE BUY TICKET FROM ME.
Thank you.
=)
Whoever is interested can come.
either you're from australia also can come.
There would be many handsome guys and pretty girls. XD
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
So fast. It is already April.
APRIL
APRIL APRIL
APRIL!
Haiz.
APRIL and so... PMR is coming soon!
No. Not PMR. Mid Year exam!
Gosh! Seriously, I am not ready yet.
I am lazy to study. =X
Yesterday was Sukantara.
and... I did manage to get 3/3 marks for the running section. Yippee!
And Lontar Peluru, 2 marks I guess.
Far Jump... 2 or 3 marks .....
Arh. I can't wait for the Sports day.
It is a day where I can run !!!
==================================
Between, I am here to announce that, I HATE that that girl who loves to act pretty and cute in front and behind guys.
Yes. Even behind also...she acts pretty.
Opps. Lupa to beritahu.
She acts pretty during the tuition class! Not school.
You know, seriously, I hate you so much.
And please, stop showing that your english is good. ><>
APRIL
APRIL APRIL
APRIL!
Haiz.
APRIL and so... PMR is coming soon!
No. Not PMR. Mid Year exam!
Gosh! Seriously, I am not ready yet.
I am lazy to study. =X
Yesterday was Sukantara.
and... I did manage to get 3/3 marks for the running section. Yippee!
And Lontar Peluru, 2 marks I guess.
Far Jump... 2 or 3 marks .....
Arh. I can't wait for the Sports day.
It is a day where I can run !!!
==================================
Between, I am here to announce that, I HATE that that girl who loves to act pretty and cute in front and behind guys.
Yes. Even behind also...she acts pretty.
Opps. Lupa to beritahu.
She acts pretty during the tuition class! Not school.
You know, seriously, I hate you so much.
And please, stop showing that your english is good. ><>
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